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Seven years ago I was asked by a friend if I was "religious and if I believed in God?" As a (formerly) practicing agnostic I quickly answered:"no." However, I defended myself by explaining that I lived my life according to universal principals of "right and wrong" (as I understood them). Because I believed that our deeds create a lasting effect on the world, I felt confident in my everlasting future. In other words, I wasn't worried about there being a heaven or not. I told my friend that when I die, I am banking on knowing that my impact on the world will be ever lasting. My "heaven" will ultimately be the creation of the the sum total of all my actions. & C. z4 {* Z+ Y9 m8 p4 N
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I will never forget my friend's response: he looked at me with glassy eyes, and told me how deeply spiritual I was. I didn't see it. It took five more years to see what he meant. Such was the inspiration of the following poem I wrote., b T) j* E, P4 Y8 D0 v$ c7 y; z+ H" [6 ?
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Heaven/ C X5 n; o" P6 u% V7 P) a
The pebble is worn smooth , i, y) n& Z/ ?2 O# H% q! A% D- z1 S# s
Made small over time
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1 d, Y5 T0 a# `9 F/ a8 H A fragment of mountainous sheets of rock; ^! e. M* {2 S5 I7 A: i% J1 S
An accidental offspring of a boulder
* } O* a% \& A' N4 ~: Y5 @ But just a very small stone. u, l7 K0 @" u! a4 N5 I2 G
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The pebble's place in our world , Y$ E8 T+ U/ {* t; }* Z& {% @
Is neither understood nor appreciated! C7 d e( w8 N( l% v4 D5 X, V& V- `- m
But when thrown into a glassy calm pond
7 C+ G+ {0 R. U8 u6 r5 r Its insignificance is transformed
) ^# \/ {# Z6 E! c; j Its meaning and purpose is unleashed., G% F$ z6 i3 l
; Z! m& U% a3 J# b* w1 L; { The instant the pebble kisses the pond
2 v7 ?; {0 m9 {# ~4 W7 o Its signature of concentric ripples
: q q1 {. t% a# z! Q5 i Spiral outwards 2 A) P& |' W8 B
Moving far beyond itself.
% C9 W, B+ O& C3 i9 a Gently affecting everything in its wake
6 y: ]! P$ \* G- o5 F/ a0 y Forever altering the smooth placid surface.
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The pebble creates its worth and meaning
& \, f* V) S6 P) e1 \! | By unleashing its unimagined power?
3 c! \ o- h! p* R7 @& o# Q, y0 N Into a dueling force of action and reaction
$ ?" `2 O b1 j+ c# p Creating karmic energy
) j/ ]0 c' z: \2 K6 n" ?) {. {7 P Producing lasting and fluid impressions.
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6 q$ c& U: e; t+ x Aren't we all pebbles?! y$ a" K/ M' A2 a, d7 ]* T
Feeling small and insignificant
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That who we are meant to be
# y3 S5 b" _8 f) p* M& r+ g9 x Can never be measured in isolation: Z6 N$ W, n$ z4 L a$ {* }
on a path into ourselves.
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6 L' ?/ q) \! ~+ z# z! j' h* d It is true then:
* ^% i% c. I8 J) }- N4 _. D Our everlasting future
?: P1 ]# e6 P3 c Is created by the indiscriminate tossing of pebbles/ n X: p' v/ n X0 A4 ^' x
Into the pond of life
: A' _) y" n. {% a7 y Creating ripples : Y1 b3 g- P/ G; k: g
that leave unique mark on our world 1 f8 K* Q! h+ Z! ]$ v. H0 m1 P
Not because of thoughts * Q$ O& E" f' x+ `4 ?1 @8 v& y
not because of well meaning plans
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Our life's prayers our answered
: Z( J2 R5 k. M1 q; f, S/ V Because even the smallest pebble
2 c# Z9 `2 F8 v# e! b: F No matter how seemingly insignificant
- B$ g" o* P8 F6 E, Y# H Changes the course of the lives
: D# a. |$ V3 _8 ^- n Of those we touch.? ( N; J6 k! F8 H. u2 ~4 A
) w ]5 U. n6 o f+ I And when the icy winds of death+ @: M/ k8 L! W$ e) t$ g
beckon our lasting attention
4 }0 w- G" a) \# h We will gently leave this life 7 j4 @7 |$ m. ?$ v
With the knowledge that
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C8 J5 r/ I6 }" j, L) n The world will never be the same.
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3 _) h/ I( w2 I2 t7 k2 P And then we have heaven …
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# {. M# W O B( f' D; [ Ross Rosenberg/ S, G* X, g1 y4 d6 s( j* r2 T
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