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Seven years ago I was asked by a friend if I was "religious and if I believed in God?" As a (formerly) practicing agnostic I quickly answered:"no." However, I defended myself by explaining that I lived my life according to universal principals of "right and wrong" (as I understood them). Because I believed that our deeds create a lasting effect on the world, I felt confident in my everlasting future. In other words, I wasn't worried about there being a heaven or not. I told my friend that when I die, I am banking on knowing that my impact on the world will be ever lasting. My "heaven" will ultimately be the creation of the the sum total of all my actions.
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I will never forget my friend's response: he looked at me with glassy eyes, and told me how deeply spiritual I was. I didn't see it. It took five more years to see what he meant. Such was the inspiration of the following poem I wrote.6 P+ D! c$ S/ j+ V8 Z
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Heaven6 J' A6 R$ X N! G6 W, ?
The pebble is worn smooth % V* S5 H9 L! U" d4 K0 t
Made small over time! f, z/ U1 D k& ]
A product of a cataclysmic force of nature/ E9 H( ]2 e0 L" V) `8 s( x
A fragment of mountainous sheets of rock) C, z% q3 X/ O: v( z
An accidental offspring of a boulder
" X. A8 a# Z7 x4 {1 ^4 } But just a very small stone. 8 k3 e) v' d! U: V
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The pebble's place in our world
! L* l% C2 H. B/ U5 Z Is neither understood nor appreciated
1 X. Q% e: N2 i U( e( r% d But when thrown into a glassy calm pond
0 V8 _& p: O: I% `: N Q, W* G Its insignificance is transformed
* _+ n8 o# h5 d3 W! [% A3 B( u5 s, U Its meaning and purpose is unleashed.
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The instant the pebble kisses the pond
$ [5 j# {+ v, v( W0 m: Q# | Its signature of concentric ripples
8 T, L! M% C# c- o7 C Spiral outwards 6 ~1 y; P: e( r7 I6 A
Moving far beyond itself.
+ O; g* ^7 F. r& j Gently affecting everything in its wake
1 {( X4 p/ g5 j9 x9 m9 s Forever altering the smooth placid surface.
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The pebble creates its worth and meaning $ s5 m! _9 I x( e
By unleashing its unimagined power?
: g+ ^ q' J# Q q+ k' | Into a dueling force of action and reaction
6 R. B$ f! m& J W. O& q4 C Creating karmic energy
; [: p& a2 C# S: L: h( p, p Producing lasting and fluid impressions.
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Aren't we all pebbles?
# b0 w) p4 f. m" d Feeling small and insignificant2 A1 Y9 e8 E2 G+ Q5 `' o
But ultimately recognizing
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& s4 [# S8 I8 T, n; X ?" D Can never be measured in isolation. Z- u1 P9 w3 K* h( S" I% Q+ z
on a path into ourselves.
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It is true then:& X/ o6 [. S8 v, S, {: p
Our everlasting future * i; ^) G/ i3 }& n
Is created by the indiscriminate tossing of pebbles
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Creating ripples 5 R9 L: P: d& g8 m9 \9 n
that leave unique mark on our world
" v6 t- O9 i" T8 D/ X: Z1 S; M Not because of thoughts 1 { D1 E3 Y8 k, B2 {2 l' I
not because of well meaning plans% a% S" [" ?1 q: @: i
But because of actions.
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Our life's prayers our answered3 M, ^7 O3 K5 ~9 o8 P$ q9 p1 v( \
Because even the smallest pebble
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Changes the course of the lives
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And when the icy winds of death, p+ }% i W Q( }. \' b+ K
beckon our lasting attention( r5 P$ N! \, H" L9 _- q
We will gently leave this life 3 k% Z- p B3 G2 U, r
With the knowledge that $ D* q7 N1 [- B$ s4 ^6 B
because of that one pebble # c4 I: V* B0 q+ D4 M5 N$ a
The world will never be the same.
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$ D9 c0 Q- [4 L5 u& L2 D And then we have heaven …
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* h, o+ ~; @. t Ross Rosenberg
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